Pluck the Delphinium
Lauren Bush
from its bed, she’s sleeping
in a nest of scorpions. I had a dream
once that I could not find my way home.
My mother sat waiting in the dim blue
light of the afternoon, the shadows marching
across her weathered face – she’s mashing flowers for the dye –
the yarn’s already been spun – I was stuck in aridity:
wind whipping, sand shifting. Blinded
and weary, I could not make a sound.
The serpent at my feet slithered,
wrapping and twining itself around
my ankles, thighs, ribs, breasts,
settling finally in my heart, thick
and heavy, ever squeezing.
They put me here – flung my voice
away, clouded my vision
so I couldn’t speak, or see,
or listen. What’s left?
I can smell the delphiniums,
and if I look through them into a midsummer’s eve
bonfire, my sight will renew,
awash with the blue dye on my mother’s hands.
Lauren Bush
from its bed, she’s sleeping
in a nest of scorpions. I had a dream
once that I could not find my way home.
My mother sat waiting in the dim blue
light of the afternoon, the shadows marching
across her weathered face – she’s mashing flowers for the dye –
the yarn’s already been spun – I was stuck in aridity:
wind whipping, sand shifting. Blinded
and weary, I could not make a sound.
The serpent at my feet slithered,
wrapping and twining itself around
my ankles, thighs, ribs, breasts,
settling finally in my heart, thick
and heavy, ever squeezing.
They put me here – flung my voice
away, clouded my vision
so I couldn’t speak, or see,
or listen. What’s left?
I can smell the delphiniums,
and if I look through them into a midsummer’s eve
bonfire, my sight will renew,
awash with the blue dye on my mother’s hands.